i am not dead, i was just occupied and had no motivation to blog. the past month was pretty exhausting to the point i needed some time off from a lot of things, because everything happened at once. not really wanting to get into many things, because doomposting ain’t what you should be here for.

… and you shouldn’t listen to me of all people, because i tend to ruin everyone’s fun. /s
the reason this comes with a little grain of salt is solely because i had an argument with a friend the other day about exactly that topic.

disclaimer: this is not a diary post, but is actually my personal opinion on something. you do not have to abide by it, further would i ask you to refrain from arguing with me in the comments about it. we all tend to share different opinions, and just because one person doesn’t agree with you, it’s not the end of the world and shouldn’t make you upset.

imagine trying to catch a break from one thing, only to be hit with another thing that exhausts you to the point that breaks feel overrated– yeah, that actually does make sense to me. because this has been my life for the past seven months. crazy, right?

first week of my apprenticeship went well, except for the time i couldn’t get my bus because they drove earlier than i was standing at the bus stop. i arrived at the course over an hour late. luckily, from what i’ve seen, i am able to backread on everything i missed.

i do believe i can officially say that this blog is now ready to be thrown at the public folk. there is still a lot to work on, but everything needs its sweet time– and that’s time that i do not incline to have for now.

if you’re seeing this, just know that this blog is FAR from done. i just wanted to write something down while i am editing the hell out of it.